btw this contains transphobia so if you are triggered by that you dont have to read.
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a few weeks ago i texted my friend because i felt suicidal and their mom called my mom. long story short, i got taken to a 6 hour daily group therapy day camp. now what i was told by my theripist is that there would be people my age with my same struggles and would help me. i thought it would be a great idea so i signed up. a few hours later i was told i got accepted and was expected to come into the clinic the next day. great, i was going to finally get help after years of struggling MY GOD WAS THAT THE COMPLETE OPPOSITE OF WHAT HAPPENED. i walk into the room and see a girl close to my age across from a fat gray haired white lady sitting at desk SCREAMING at the girl the lady turns and says "who is he?" (im very passing cis girl) i stare at her and say "she" and this lady straght up goes "sorry im not politically correct" then turns to a trans guy in the coner and goes "i do the same thing to her" HER?!? of course he goes "he" and she say "whatever". i think to myself "okay thats weird" and sit down in a chair. the lady looks at me and goes "DO NOT sit there" "okay" so i go and sit in the middle of the room and listen to the therapist yell at people and constantly misgender the trans guy then whens shes done she looks at me again and just says annoyed "anyways whos this" i intorduce myself then she ignores me for the rest of the day. later she brings up traumatic sicuations to somone with PTSD until they cry and leaves the room and all she had to say was "they act like a 3 year old" A 3 YEAR OLD after making somone have a panic attack instead of appologising she called them a 3 YEAR OLD.on day two its only me and somone else the theripist does NO effort to try to talk to either of us then complains about how im not talking multiple times. i get fed up so i ask her what the topic of the day is to talk about since shes so upset with no one talking she gets mad at me quickly and says "YOUR supposed to talked about ANYTHING theres a reason why your here" i explain why i came and instead of continueing the conversation she just says "ok" thens GOES ON HER PHONE and when somone else walks in she has the AUDACITY TO SAY "yeah shes not talking at all"and when i called her out she threatened to give me more time. i did just get out of that place and feel beter not because of the therapy but because i finally got out and that was just the first two days of being there.
should i have called her out harder?
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