missing home

i want to go back home....I hate it here but I had no choice but to come here....I'm stuck in Illinois with my dad and I just really wanna go back home to Iowa..I want to be with my friends again with my family again but they won't let me back there claiming their landlord refuses them guests. My best friends mom is coming home soon but I'm going to miss it. My other friends Fiance is also coming home again but im gonna miss them reuniting as well. They claim to have no room for me yet there is plenty of room there...It's not fair man...It's just not fucking fair. I WANT TO GO HOME!!! I was only supposed to be here a little while...ONLY FOR A SHORT WHILE but now im stuck here...I feel like my friends (Let alone my best friend) Doesn't even want me around anymore and it sucks....I just wanna curl up and disappear from this world..