my boyfriend!!!

I LOVE HIM SM. i literally cant describe it??? all the love songs i hear make me think of him, all those cute little cat videos make me think of him. im literally head over heels for this man!!! hes so perfect and funny and i feel loved when im around him. i know its weird but like,,, i feel like i really love travis? and i feel like i dont need to have a sexual relationship with him for him to love me and i know it sounds stupid but i really feel this way! in past relationships i just felt like i had to be sexual to be loved but now i feel so happy. i love him and he loves me and accepts me and understands im not perfect and i love him so much for it. he is the one person who can help me when im sad and make me feel on top of the world. he is absolutely perfect in every way. hes handsome, hes so smart, and hes super funny!!! he just gets me, and he has since day 1. you can “love” someone but not be in love with them, like if theyre your best friend or something. but god he is my best friend and i love him in that way and love him like a husband. im madly IN LOVE with him too. literally i have no clue how the stars in the universe aligned in such a way that we could meet, but ive never believed in soulmates until i met him and im so thankful that i did.