ugh.

well. remember the boy i was talking about? the one ive been trying to trust for almost a month now? the one ive told im non binary and i feel awful when someone refers to me as a girl? he told me yesterday that he still sees me as a girl. it hurt a lot. he told me that he really likes me and didnt wanna hurt me, I told him that he likes the version of me he created in his head. I dont feel like hes the asshole since i told him i was okay with going by she/her, but after a while i just knew she/her was NOT my thing and i grew increasingly more uncomfy with it, it just kinda hurt ig