Don't like Goodbyes

Did all those kisses,

Those calls,

Every moment we spent;

Ever mean anything... To you?,

Had a chance and you missed it,

I'd give it

All up, to see your clothes fall

Again ,

Still have the stains on my bed,

All these thoughts across my head,

Had this broken heart;

Claimed you could fix it ,

Instead

You made another open scar,

3AM cruising;

Breath reeks of booze,

Noticing i missed your abuse,

Because I love pain and the bruising,

Always choosing you;

Now I'm losing you ,

And you're accusing too ,

How did we get here tonight?,

Every night watching you fight

With me ,

Were you ever really in love? ;

Or was I another game you played,

Didn't you see me numb;

From the pain

You brought so quickly?

If everyone wanted you ;

Would you still have picked me?,

If I was hunted too ;

Would you still pray to the sickly? ,

Take me back..

To the days

As a happy couple,

Pour me a double

In my glass ;

For the pain,

I hate

The troubles

We had ,

I hope he was worth it,

I wasn't ever perfect,

Noticed when you threw out my first gift,

Grabbed my heart; said u wouldn't hurt it ,

And now,

I'm laying down ;

All on my own ,

Checking the texts coming thru the phone,

Ascending clouds;

Because I let you down..