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So i'e decided that my blogs will literally just be me writing letters to my dad. It helps me cope, and i know that at least someone will be reading it. It may also help others going through a loss realize they aren't alone and show them a way of coping with it that they hadn't thought of or tried yet.. :)....
(p.s.my space bar sticks sometimes so if there are missing spaces between words, ignore it)
Dear dad,
Not much has happened sense I last wrote to you, but I figured I may as well give you an update on how my life is anyways, right? I'm sure you would be curious.
I know I never said much out loud, and I regret it. But I will make up all those lost words I swear.. Soo heres how my life is right now!!
I'm working out more and trying to eat healthy now, like you did. Apparently I love vegetables! Especially carrots and broccoli. I've been riding the bike you got me but I've grown out of it, so I'm gonna start riding yours as soon as we fill up the tires (I'll still ride the one you got me though! Don't worry)
We're struggling with money right now.. The gas got turned off do to a gass leak so we haven't had a way to cook food, dry clothes, or take hot showers/baths in a few weeks now. But we have a someone coming tomorrow to take a look at it!And I started practicing the keyboard again. I may draw you something soon, like I used to do when I was real little (and ofc, I know to this you would say, "Mica, you are still little, you're my little honey-heart")
I've been keeping that light you were keeping safe, I know how much it meant to you and that you were fixing it up so you could hang it.. I'm debating on hanging them up, but you never finished painting them, and I'm not sure how you want them painted. So far all you have done is the grey base coat, but were you going to add a shimmery stain type of thing over it? maybe some darker greys or black? I may just keep them safe in a box, so they don't get broken or anything.
Mama is making me some pizza right now and I know I know, its really late and you would be so pissed that shes making me pizza at 3:24 am, but we were both hungry so why not!!
We are working on trying to finish the house, like how you were doing. Its gonna be expensive though. With all the mold, rotten floors/walls, and bad wiring and plumbing.. Although, I guess this is what happens in a run-down family owned home that is at-least 70 years old, huh?
I'm gonna finish making the cabinets you started! All that's left is to make the doors and then stain or paint them...I'm not too sure how to make the doors though...It cant be that hard, right?
Uncle Chris finished the fence you were making for grandma!! It looks amazing by the way..
I'm not really sure what else to say so I'ma head off now, goodnight dad! I love ya :)
-jonas
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