The heartbreak kid.

I can’t keep connections. 

It’s something I’ve always had trouble with.

I can’t keep people close to me. 

I eventually cut everyone out. 

I’m sorry. 

It’s not you. 

I would die to have the attachments you have. You’re special, beautiful and have love around you, keep that. 

My soul is ugly. I have love but it’s not the love I want. This feeling hurts. I don’t feel what you feel. I don’t feel happy even with the support I have. It’s a deeper feeling of being alone that most don’t understand. 

All I ask, is for you to listen and just watch what I do. There’s no meaning for what I do. Just enjoy.  

I’m sorry if I hurt you in some way. -vice