A short romance story ^w^

''Nothing could hurt more than this.''
Was Fionn's first tought after seeing his beloved bestfriend going away after saying the words 
''I don't want to hurt anymore.''
Fionn's heart broke,his bestfriend Kedi,he always understood the way Fionn's felt immediatly,he immediatly understand that Fionn's was having a hard time and why, he fell in love with Kedi,his reallly really close bestfriend.
Fionn ran at home crying bitter tears,his head hurted,his sight was blurred,he wasn't able to say a word,Kedi was his evrything,Kedi teached him what love was,the first time he felt this strong connection was between he and Kedi.
Days,weeks,months passed and Fionn couldn't forget what happened,he felt aweful,he felt gulity,he felt like a moster,he felt like something was missing in him.

''Oh my beloved,sweet Kedi,where are you?I feel like i can't keep going without you,i don't feel good,i feel like i'm pointless without you,you make me feel complete,you are my evrything,there is no one like you my sweet beloved,i love you more than anyone and anything,where are you?I miss you so much,evry day i feel worse,because every day that passes and I see that you do not come back to me, that you ignore me, that you try to avoid me when I see you at school, I am more and more afraid that you will never return and that you will leave me behind, I do not want this, I sincerely would have preferred to come rejected by you but remained your friend, one day I hope to be able to talk to you again and to be able to hold you tightly in my arms.'' Fionn's tought,he only wanted to succed and something he wanted to do,he already failed in becoming a ''real man'',Fionn's idea of a real man was very different from other ideas, his friends as a child had conditioned him,making him think that a real man is misogynist,homophobic,dosen't care about school and haves tons of women in his bed,of course Fionn wasn't like that but his friends tried to be like that so he had to act like he also tried to be one and it made him feel aweful,like he had to pretend to be someone else just to be accepted,his ''friends'' took him around in night clubs and they would all get drunk or make out with girls they didnt even know and Fionn had to pretend he liked all of that,sometimes he would even see Kedi there,having fun with his friends and stuff,and that was where Fionn kind of reached his limit,he had to talk with Kedi. Fionn spent the whole evening planning the whole thing,mabye leaving a note on his desk?ask him directly if he wanted to talk?No no,but then Fionn had an idea,bumping into him and then trying to start some conversation or stuff like that.Fionn was super excited.

The next day Fionn searched evry hall of the school until he finded his beloved,he was reading a book,mabye for the last time because it seemd that he was walking to the school's library, Fionn walked in front of him looking all clumsy and distracted,then boom!He bumped into kedi.''

''Oww!!'Kedi whimpered                                                          ''Ah!Oh my,are you hurt?''                                                       Fionn asked,he quickly got up and tried to help Kedi          ''No,no don't worry i'm....''                                                        Kedi winded his eyes and deeply stared at Fionn's ones      ''F-Fionn?''                                                                                 Fionn gently helped Kedi to get up and hold his hand tightly                                                                                        ''Yes,it's me Kedi.''                                                                  ''It's been a long time Fionn...''                                              ''I know.''                                                                                  ''I-i'm really sorry for evrything Fionn it's just that i-'        Fionn shutted his mouth                                                         ''You don't have to apologize for anything Kedi.''              ''What?Are you sure?''                                                           ''One hundred percent sure of that Kedi,the only thing i wanted was to spend some time with you again and mabye get close again.''                                                                        Kedi hugged Fionn,some tears fell from his eyes,Fionn whipped them off and hugged Kedi back,he was finnaly happy again.

Days passed,Kedi and Fionn started hanging out again togheter like they used to do,of course Fionnìs feelings where still there,and evryday his feelings would get stronger and deeper,but this time he did things to express it,he treated Kedi beautifuly,acting like the gentleman he acctualy is and sometimes even by giving Kedi small gift like flowers,also Kedi startd to feel some sort of connection between him and Fionn,their outings togheter turned in small dates,they would also flirt unironically,there was some kind of connection,they both where feeling something,something more than a simple friendship,something more like a romantic feeling and they both expressed it,but Fionn didn't like to be Kedi's bestfriend,he wanted to be his lover so,in one of their outings,they where are a park watching the sunset togheter,Fionn sighed like he was about to say something,he looked at Kedi straight in the eyes,and said  ''I love you,i love you with  my whole heart.''                        Kedi smiled,hugged Fionn and replied                                  ''Me too.''                                                                                  Kedi then took with the hand Fionn's chin and kissed him with lot of love and passion.

Hi guys!! Hope ya'll liked this little story,i putted much effort in it so i hope you guys liked it !!

Love u all !!