7/15/22 | 12:39AM

:( But, besides that I've been doing pretty good, chilling and just living life. I'm supposed to be going swimming with my friends this Saturday which I think will be fun. It's well needed because THIS HEAT AIN'T NO JOKE!!! It be averaging the 100's almost everyday, which is hella annoying. But, I guess I can't complain to much because Lord knows I'm gonna be so mad when it start getting cold again. I've kind of been dealing with some self esteem things lately though..people have been telling me lately that I look like a boy. I mean of course I try to ignore it and blow it off, but I guess when I think about it too long it starts to upset me because I used to struggle all the time with my image. I used to think I looked like a boy before people were even saying it, and it would ruin my self esteem so bad. But, I've gotten a lot better over the years with it but it seems like with people saying it to my face, it's kind of bringing that struggle right back :( It'll be fine though, I just have to continue to work on my own self image and keep up my progress. But, school for me starts on the 22nd of August, and I'm going to a new school this year. This will be my freshman year, and when I say I am freaking the fuck out, honestly that's an understatement. I'm going to be in one of the biggest schools in my state, and I'm not going to know a single person besides my friend that I've known since we were 2 years old. But, I've been trying to get started on school shopping so I can gone and have it out the way, because that day will be here sooner before I know it and Ima be freaking out fr lmao! So, I really think that's all I have to say for tonight. Hope everyone has a goodnight!!