Summer again

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I went back to this farm today, where I worked last year and kind of got manipulated and all my mental issues started getting worse. Its been a whole year now, and when I was in a depression I felt rlly sad about how I wont get that place back. But I went today, and I was so so anxious, but it was okay. I have just scars now, which are kinda like meaningful tattoos. Ive been swimming alot and getting healthier too. Summer is always healthy for me , in a lot of ways. Hey!! Its my birthday next month!! Im so excited for that! I am a little anxious about my party, and the summer work I have to do. The one bad thing about summer is the anxiety. Not being in school and having reminders and a schedule leaves me to procrastinate all I want, and not get anything done while just feeling worried about it all.