man :l

past month has been wild. got my testosterone authorized but haven't been able to get in to see how to use the needle. gonna be going to court Friday to legally change my name. had to go on a spur trip to Texas for a funeral which I thought maybe brought me and my mom closer together but it absolutely did not seeing as we have been fighting all day today and I feel like shit. I cant even go hang out with friends cause my dumbass family made me wait to get my license till after court which fair but wtf man I have no where to go to get away from this place and all my friends dont live by me and none of them really wanna talk with me :/ not that Im trying ig i lowkey wanna be alone but not idk. anyways little life update ig since its been awhile since I've been on here