May 16th, 2022 entry

2 more days till the audition! Ms.con was amazing and let me work with her everyday! Everyday I see her or hear her name, she's so... amazing. I can't stop thinking 2 different people. BUT HER, she's so sweet. Every time I touch her soft skin (She's like a huggable cloud in a way!) A year older than me. Sweet smile, her skin is really soft (So are her yk what not going to front/j) She lets me sit on her lap (I think she thinks I'm joking) I let her hold me and lay on my thighs like they're her pillows she plays with my hair I play with hers. Her frizzy messy hair is rlly cute! ^^. She'll probs not notice my attention for her, or maybe she will. But she will most likely see me as a underclassmen that just has a little crush on her. I am In love again? Xoxo sunny #gay #pansexual #diary