rants about anything and everything

so I wanted to take a moment to say Eid Mubarek to all my muslims out there! (also myself hehe) Lately I've been up to nothing, I'm really tired all the time and summer (so far) has been pretty shit except some parts. I don't have any friends in my summer house well.. except one, but he's really rude sometimes. Look don't get me wrong, I can take a joke and I do "mean" jokes with all my friends, but sometimes he takes it too far and I feel like i'm going to cry. Crying has been a issue in my life for so long. As a baby I rarely cried, but now I'm sensitive I think. My mom makes remarks about how I cry at the smallest issue and freak the fuck out at anything that happens. I try to shake it off (I SHAKE IT OFF I SHAKE IT OFF OOOU OOU) and yk be cool about it but I can't I mean now I cry alone so that's a development I think. I just really don't wanna bother anyone.

(any tips to do in my free time in the summer lmk!)