LIFE UPDATEZZ :333

i have tried typing this up a few times but i keep finding myself saying that "not a lot of people my age would see this as an achievement" and kept deleting it bc deep down i felt as though i was discrediting my hard work. ANYWay,., here it is!!!!~~

I was ~supposed~ to graduate a few years back but life has a way of just heckin ya over i guess lol. I went through a bad breakup which kickstarted a bad alcohol addiction. It doesn't help that since the 8th grade i had severe truancy issues due to mental health that went untreated despite the fucking court system knowing, even putting me on house arrest at one point because i missed my court date due to being IN A FUUCKING PSYCH WARD. So at that point i was already a bit behind and enrolled in online school, making it even easier for me to just give it up to focus my time on drinking. It wasn't me going out to parties and drinking with friends, it was me depressingly drinking alone NIGHTLY due to the fact that i have a cyst in my brain meaning the drinking would eventually kill me. By the grace of god i was able to quit cold turkey and get enrolled in a program that helps adults get their high school diplomas. It was a huge deal to me because before my father passed my mother made a promise to him that i would graduate and get my diploma, if it weren't for that i would probably have been content just being a drop out (not that there's anything wrong with people that have) 

I'm proud of where i am now and im so excited to get started on this next chapter of my life!

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