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I think I may be just done with searching for love or something along those lines....I can never find anyone who will take the chance in loving me for me and not being a toxic person...like I don't want to end my own life I just don't want to exist on a planet where I'm never gonna be able to find love. And I know it sounds stupid and something a "cringy emo teen" would say. But I'm 23 years old I don't have much experience to work with and since I was born I've been through hell and back. I've been through stuff no 23 year old should ever go through....yet here I am...
Depression at it's finest
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Gray
I can relate. I'm 24 and never been in a real relationship before, only online ones. It's too easy to feel like it'll never happen and it doesn't help everyone around you either goes "It'll happen I believe in you :)" or they go "Others will never love you if you don't love yourself first" It gets very annoying, all my life I've had people call me ugly and a horrible person often, yet when I talk about talking their advice other people get mad and feel the need to lecture me "People can sense your lack of self confidence" and "There's many people out there and I know a lot of them who don't care about looks and life styles I know many obese people from trashy homes getting action every night etc etc etc"
I want to better myself but people knock me down for it then when I stay down I get scolded for it. The world confuses me.