[vent- ish] I h8 myself sm

I already wrote about a discord prank I’m currently doing, pretending to be someone else. It made me realize how much I h8 myself. I don’t want to stop this stupid prank because I can’t stand seeing my own stupid name on my stupid messages. I h8 breaking character so much that I stopped logging into my actual account. I h8 this. I wish I really was this character, I wish I never made an image, impression, or built a reputation. That way I could act however I wanted. If this is what “being yourself” is like I don’t wanna be myself. I think I’ll just stop using my main account.