teen drama- to be slept off by morning

i want to yell, and i want to dance, and i want to run barefoot down a very long hallway until my lungs burn and my legs collapse and i want to do anything to not feel so stuck. so still.

tonight i sit in my room. watching 500 days of summer. crying. listening to the smiths. wishing i was zooey deschanel (yet another addition to my inclination towards manic pixie dream girls) i swear the amount of jealousy i get for fictional characters is one of the least healthy things about me.

i'm just sitting. sometimes i get so tired of my room i could kill myself.

not really.

 

don't worry about me, i'll feel better in the morning, it's just that kind of moment right now.