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I just finished my usual 9-5 work, listening to some Panic! at the disco song. You probably have guessed it with the title that I chose. Yeah, so I felt a sudden rush of sadness, I got sad for some reason. couldn't tell if this is because of the realization that I just wasted 10+ fucking years of my life or maybe that I didn't even tried hard enough.
To anyone who is reading this entry you are very lucky if you still have time on your hands. Decisions is expensive and could cost you a lot, this could either destroy your future self or cost your life. Suicide has crossed my mind when I was younger, I did not know how, why or what was I thinking. My mind went auto pilot and just did what I did, everything was blank and I see darkness on a broad daylight. Passed out and woke up that no one seems to be even concerned.
I guess it wasn't always reminded or said by someone that do not waste your time pleasing people, even if this is your family or not, if it isn't true. I just have to learned it the hard way. I was born a worrier not a warrior, I guess...
"Trynna get my mind m-mind m-mind right right
People think they're really being helpful by telling me please be carefulYeah right r-r-r-r-right r-right r-right right right please don't play this song"
- Kid Cudi (Don't Play This Song)
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