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this summer has not been the kindest to me, i have done nothing this summer.
summer feels like more time to decompose in my own room.
trapped in my feelings, trapped in his mind.
jealousy courses in my veins, i don't feel like a good person.
i still hang onto them, despite their distaste, i should let go.
alas, i am attached, i can't leave.
no matter what he has done, no matter what he has said.
i miss him, maybe he misses me i ponder.
but i have been ditched once again.
he inserted his blade, right back into my heart.
again, and again, and again.
agony i feel, restless in my bed, i bleed as i sob into the night.
he was what i needed, what i wanted.
the heart wants what it wants, but that doesn't mean it can have it all.
through these weeks that feel like forever, i am still in love with you.
even though, you don't feel the same.
goodbye my starcrossed lover.
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