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I hate how people treat me like I am some manically depressed psychopath! Like I get I'm such a pessimist and literally always in the shittiest mood, but y'know what they say is very funny to me. Cause they aren't entirely wrong, that's what confuses me. Every time somebody makes and assumption about me. . I get so angry especially when its accurate. I don't like how people can just guess things about me. I seriously hate it so much.
All my friends are so smiley and cheerful, again I despise them for it. "Why can't that be me?" Always a question I ask, why am I not as good as them? Like seriously everyone at my school love them! and me.. I am the social awkward bitch nobody likes. I always mention these super negative things about myself during good conversations like how I hate myself. It make them feel awkward and just terrible.
I also hate it when people feel sorry for me, it's pathetic. I am not a child, I don't need sympathy. I'm so used to being by myself, why do you think I want help and attention now. My family neglected me as a kid, so I grew up. Now they say "You were such a bright kid." and shame me for the way I turned out. When its their fault! Plus how did they know I was a bright kid!? They never even noticed me!!
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