Perfect Guilt

The heavy weight of guilt 

Is breaking my knees again

All the love I’ve tried to build

I am scared to death once again

Only when bearing guilt and despair

Perfect in weakness and hated

Trying to be honest and fair

Perfect as nobody, uncreated

Sweating blood and tears

Tortured by my endless fears

Why bother if there´s no love

I want to rise up, away, above

Trembling, to weak to cope

Perfect in weakness lost all hope

Nothing but an empty shell

Perfect only when suffering in hell