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The amount of degeneracy I surround myself with is alarming
I used to think of myself as a awkward loser who wasn't ever going to be anywhere. I spent my teen years in the most isolated, tired existence. I lived in extension role playing on World of Warcraft everyday as a hot werewolf futa druidess. I would usually put 16 hours a day into the game and only cared about getting food or showering myself. It was my only way to survive at the time. Before transitioning my life was a confusing, painful, and a endless spiral into suicidal tendencies. I wish I had more to say but unfortunately I don't. I was so lost. I spent a solid seven years of my life in this routine isolated in my room.
So yeah!
There is no reason in being insecure about those weird kinks, quirks,
and weaknesses you have. No time in this reality to be anything but the
most fulfilling version of yourself. Disillusion yourself to all this
hysterical bullshit and explore yourself without the programming. You
will find a beautiful, soft soul who wants to elevate past the karmic
horrors of Samsara. You will see the true shape of you.
*NOT ACTUALLY THO*
I used to think of myself as a awkward loser who wasn't ever going to be anywhere. I spent my teen years in the most isolated, tired existence. I lived in extension role playing on World of Warcraft everyday as a hot werewolf futa druidess. I would usually put 16 hours a day into the game and only cared about getting food or showering myself. It was my only way to survive at the time. Before transitioning my life was a confusing, painful, and a endless spiral into suicidal tendencies. I wish I had more to say but unfortunately I don't. I was so lost. I spent a solid seven years of my life in this routine isolated in my room.
I LIVED happily in my imagination. Experiencing these afterthought sex dreams of being a beautiful sorceress
Goddess traversing the beauty of transcendental, magical realms.
Protecting innocent creatures with my power of love for life. It was a
reality I could believe in more than here because it was all I wanted to
do. I wanted to escape the hysterical shackles of a broken system that
taught me I was sick for thinking the ways I do and being the ways I am.
All I wanted was to wake up in this beautiful daydream I've created for
myself and shake off this world as if it was just some illusion. I felt
like I was falling into delusions preset on me by the endless trauma of
my childhood. I soon began to realize these weren't the crazy longings
of a schizophrenic, rather I was just a exceptionally sensitive entity
who belongs to a much stranger reality.
Now
here we are 10 years later. I am a beautiful woman with a pretty mommy
(UwU) partner who loves me and I have so much trance driven charm I can
have anything I dream up. I am achieving things I
thought I never would have. I am becoming a shaman traversing
consciousness into it's most enigmatic forms. The abilities I have to
heal others transcends my logic and reason. I fight evil entities and
pull out the best version I can in people around me. I see now that I
was never a delusional teenager but a lost child who wasn't fortunate
enough to have a clear path. My path is to reach everyone of my
beautiful dreams and allow you all to reach yours. We are all part of
something so paradoxical there is no words to express it's beauty. Trust
the universe to guide you home. It will get better lovelies <3
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