this is so silly

i hate you, i hate you, i hate you,

more than words can describe,

your warm body melts away any wall to hide my vulnerability,

our rhythmic breaths in unison is all the music i need to put my mind at ease,

i find myself laying awake at night, clinging onto every last word you say,

the only exception to my romantic paranoia,

is daydreaming about your sturdy hands cradling my face,

your arms are my haven from the apocalyptic world i live in,

and it scares me, it scares me, it scares me,

because what is love but pain and loss,

and what am i but lavender and cigarettes,

toxic for your sage and cedar lungs,

for now i'll let you hold me so close,

for now i'll pretend as if my reality is nothing but valentines and bloody knifes,

engraving your name into my heart until i can properly pronounce every syllable by heart

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