music school and stuff and stuff

i've been thinking a lot lately about the trials and tribulations of growing up. i hate being called a grown woman because i'm still growing. being 19 is such a sucky age, i'm still a teenager but i'm also an adult. moving out and driving are my final stepping stones of freedom and they both feel impossible right now.

i sometimes wish i could i skip school and all this formal bullshit. it's all not gonna matter in like 30 years when the planet is dead so why not enjoy the little time i have on this earth. enjoy. party it up. i can't drop out cuz i'll have to pay but i also can't keep going cuz i'll have to pay. THIS SUX! I WISH I COULD TELL MY PARENTS HOW I FEEL.

anyways till next time.

xo pj