ugh

I wish I could dress like the steriotypical scene kids from 200s but I can't fir any kids clothes, I'm too scared to cut my own hair, I'm not allowed to dye my hair, I don't have a job, and my best option is just biking to my local thrift store and hoping they have good clothes there. even when I do that I'm just looking through all the toys and stuff cause I'm too scared someone will judge me. I really need someone else there with me if I wanna actually get things I like. even going to the dollar store I'm scared to get something for a kid I babysit cause I think people will judge me