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This week, things have gotten worse. I've done nothing other than stress out over my move and work overtime. My main job cut my hours and my second one took me off of the roster for a week leaving me a couple of hundred dollars short from my original budget - that means I may not be able to take my two dogs with me on my trip.
I've been busting my ass working and trying to find another home for them, but the people who want my Siberian Husky all have families.. I cannot allow him to go to a family with children. Not only does he dislike them, families with children usually see their pets as accessories and will not make proper time for him. As for my German Shepherd puppy.. he's so attached to me that I feel like I'm committing a sin every time I look at him. I can't bare to see either of them go to live with someone else, but I have to get out of this state at all costs.
I can't get a lease here, and if I'm still stuck here I will be homeless. I've already put in my two weeks for my jobs and I will not longer have any means of transportation once my lease ends. I have been praying to God that things will somehow level out.
On another note, my friend I mentioned in my last blog is back and healthy now, but they don't care about me as much anymore. It's my fault but I feel incredibly lonely. In a way, I've made myself lonely. I never have time to talk to anyone and many people have given up on me. My two best friends don't take me seriously anymore, but I deserve it. I put them through hell for two years. I really wanted to pay them back, but I feel as though they do not need me anymore. It's probably going to be awkward when I move..
I feel like they have come to dislike me because of the person I'm obsessing over now. They're very kind, business-like, and a lot like me. I've felt inferiority for the first time being around them, but it's not out of fear.. it's out of true respect. It's still mind blowing to me. They read my thoughts almost telepathically. I hope that they will continue to be in my life.
It's been incredibly hot this week.. It was 96 degrees today and 106 degrees two days ago. I haven't even moved to the desert yet! How is it somehow getting this hot in the East?! I've always had a hunch that it gets five degrees hotter on average each year.. and I think this is proof of exactly that! Lol!!
Fingers crossed that things will improve for me and that I will continue have an influx of income for the next two weeks.
( if you wish to help me cover the expenses for my dogs, my CashApp is $leetnotlee - everything sent will be going towards just that )
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