last day of school!!!

i expected this to feel different, i imagined myself to be a lot more excited than i am right now. maybe its still processing. i'm just not looking forward to having to work more shifts in the summer if i'm being honest. i miss when summer didn't mean working more hours and just being able to sleep all day without a care in the world. i guess i can still do that and just quit my job, but i like having money to spend so i don't think i'll be quitting anytime soon.

i'm not sure, though. i really want to move out once i am 18, and i've only got like a thousand in my savings for it so far. i don't really know if i want to go to college or university either; if i was, i would probably just say f it and go to culinary school or something. there is also a school for tattooing in my province so i am looking into that as well. i have no idea what to do with my life, haha. but hey, that's why there's optional courses you can  take in high school :) 

i only have 2 exam days left, and i'm free to do whatever i want for the summer :D 

the last day of school was pretty chill if im being honest. we just reviewed for our exams mostly, and finished up our assignments. in our last class-- creative writing-- we held a potluck, and i brought filipino fruit salad :) i don't think anyone ate it though besides myself and my teacher, which is fine, i guess. there were a lot of other sweets as well and one of my classmates made piroshki while another one brought some spicy spring rolls. we played mario kart and some of the others were playing shakesperian cards against humanity. it felt like a real 2009 movie scene where i was the side character and everyone else were main characters.

we each took turns after playing a grand prix in mario kart, and one of the seniors there had never played until today. i was watching behind them and me as well as my friend cri were cheering him on. "you can do this!" we cheered as the senior was in 10th place. 

they were pretty consistent, all things considered. they were ending at a solid 7th place throughout the grand prix. it was like watching callmekevin learn how to play mario kart, if you guys know who that is :P

i've lost the point of this blog post. just letting you guys know its the last day of actual school for me!! at least until next school year hehe. feel free to message me or just comment, just dont be mean and i wont be mean back kayy see u guys!