6/13/22

Hello! This is my first blog and I'm not quite sure fully how they work, but I'd like to write about my day so far :D 

Currently I'm in 2nd period, I have my english and math finals this week, and I'm almost done with school. I have been feeling really lonely recently, and I"m really happy in life but I just feel so alone. My close friends seem really distance and don't seem to wanna hang out with me, but that's prolly just my imagine and I could be the reason for pushing them away :( I really enjoy talking like this even though I know nobody will read this. Sometimes I feel like most people don't really like me, I always have and it's gotten worse since I'm growing older. Every friend I have had in the past has left, and the friends I have now I love them so much but I know I'm not apart of their group as I would like to be, but its my fault I don't make enough effort. I think I push them away because of how emotional I am but I don't know if I can stop being emotional. Sometimes it feels like not even my parents like me either. What if I just push everyone away and that's why I always feel so alone? I really miss her. What if I never find my soulmate? Do people even care or are they starting to stop because I'm too much to handle. I just wish I could feel love and happiness with another again, but I need to find that in myself since it ain't looking to good for me with others T-T. On another note, My art seems to be doing better, I really love sitting outside in the nature and listening to music, and I can't wait for school to end. I'm sorry for being so negative in my very first blog, but these weeks have been hard for me but I promise I'll be in more positive moods in the future, to anyone reading, I love you so much, more then you could know, and I hope you know that you are here and I'm happy your here. Thank you for reading all the way through! : ) - BUNNY <3