friends

"karl was an asshole to me," 

ok so the time i skipped class for you, i tried to get you pulled out of class, i shared a vape with you, i helped you clean your self harm cuts even though they triggered me, i gave you clothes, gave you gifts, deafened you in teachers which ment cussing them out causing me to almost get suspended, i helped you at your lowest, told you everything got you a girlfriend for fuck sakes, but im the asshole right?

"im done with them and anyone whos friends with them"
 yk oh well fuck you, you fucking bitch, you were never there for me i remember the week i was ment to run away from my abusive family you cancelled on me because you wanted to go on a date, i remeber when you ignored me and only talked to me when your girlfriend wasnt around i remember when you brushed my problems to the side i remember when you said you would always look after my alters but never did, i remember when i did self harm you would change the topic because you didnt wanna talk abou my problems, one thing i dont remember is when you were there for me, i dont remember when you cared, i dont remember your support when someone broke up with me, i dont remember you being there for me when i was crying my eyes out, i dont remember you helping me, i dony remember one single good thing, i dont remember hen you cared when i got sexually assulted i dont remember when you were there for me when i was in hosipatil, i dont remember hen you EVER cared.

but im the bad guy.

im the asshole.

fuck you maxie, fuck you and your fucking friends fuck you and the fucking bullshit "i always cared for you" FUCK YOU.