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i would say im getting somewhere. but…there’s so much that i want to figure out. like: how do you just make friends, do you have to stay in a group? will school get more enjoyable? cause g-d forbid i start again and it’s like seventh grade again; rumours being started by afab people in the first week, demonization 101, baby gays and their outcasted-ness. what is it that people find interesting? i’d say im not a puppet but i still get upset at the pettiness that some have with my name, i guess that makes me weak or something. it’s mostly funny imo. i think taking mostly theater classes will help, being able to scream or cry or pretend to be something/someone your not takes a lot of work, but it’d be cool to see some people are able to master it. also theater music is very intriguing. (jason robert brown is my bio father ;p)