Vent

Ok so no one knows about this other than me so I’m just gonna let it all out. A few days ago, my auditory hallucinations were acting up so I decided I wanted to sleep in my parents rooms’ couch. I usually experience hallucinations where someone is whispering into my ear. Usually whispering gibberish, but sometimes I can make out some disturbing stuff. Anyways, my parents have a TV in their room which can tune out the whispering. So I text my mom asking if I could stay there, and she allows me. I then go to their room and sleep on the couch. A few hours later, I’m woken up by the sound of clapping and moaning. THEY WERE DOING THE DEVILS TANGO WHILE THEIR 13 Y/O DAUGHTER WAS LITERALLY IN THE SAME ROOM AS THEM. WHO DOES THAT. Anyways I pretend to be asleep and the worse part is, the couch I slept is right next to the window and their was a dark blue hue peeking from the blinds which meant, IT WAS 6 AM. WHO DOES THE DEVILS TANGO AT FUCKING 6 AM WITH THEIR 13 Y/O SCHIZOPHRENIC DAUGHTER IN THE SAME ROOM AS THEM. THE AUDACITY. When they get finished, they have NO idea I had to LISTEN TO THEIR GROSS SOUNDS. I’m NEVER sleeping there  AGAIN, id rather listen to a monotone voice whisper sweet-nothings into my ear about self mutilation for hours on end without an ounce of sleep then spend another night, listening to… THAT. I want to kms. They have no idea.