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I keep making plans to call the local Planned Parenthood to get an appointment, to start HRT, but just keep putting it off. I feel like it’ll be to big of a shock to some close people to learn who I really am, under the surface. I shouldn’t worry about that, but it’s always on my mind when I’m about to call. I just don’t want to disappoint certain people, mostly my brother. He didn’t even like when I said I was pan. They’ll just say I’m making a big mistake and that I’m not able to make big decisions, because months ago I was 302’d for a suicide attempt. I just opened up to my PTSD I have from being sexually assaulted when I was a young teenager, to family. What I never told them, was that I was pretending to be a girl during that time.
I wish I started this sooner, people say I’m still young. However, I feel like if I started this earlier in my life, I’d be exactly where I wanted to be. I’m free from most things holding me back, but I should’ve been selfish and started when I was younger. It’s wonderful to see younger people transition when they’re in middle school, but it also sucks for me, because I really didn’t have that chance, and I would’ve been locked up or something.
/End rant and first blog post.
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