Vrchat tea (Part 1) Jayne.

warning abuse and mentions of depression bad things Read with caution.

Well is should be no surprise that of course I fall into that. I'mma start from the begining. I'll put this in to parts cause gosh dang its a lot. I'mma go over each person that shaped my life. Better or for worse. It's a long ass story so sit back laddies. I'm also super bad at telling stories.
(none of the names on here are they're actually usernames anymore.) 

So, it all started when I met this person named little kitten. They were a trans mute halfbody vr user. (Means they only had head and hands.) I was a desktop user (played with wasd keys basically) I remember they joined me in a murder lobby. They were a friend of friend so I friend her (i use that loosely that'll make more sense later) They started to join me more and more. We started texting and hanging out everyday. Then started role playing over text. Which was super fun cause I loved it. There was times I had to help them through really dark times. Told me things like they're whole town abused them because they were trans. And that they live in fear because the bullies would attack her at her house and they're friend their uncle lived up the road would come save them. Eventually they fought them off and got them to leave her alone. They also told be the were schizophrenic and had ptsd from her stepdad. That he tried to kill her in a car accident that caused her to be half burnt and her vocal cords slit. She apparently had a ton of plastic surgery and could talk but chose not too cause to much would hurt. I was fine with it But with helping her I noticed that everytime I wanted to join my friend group. She would tell me no and that she just wanted to be with me. At the time I was like okay. But I slowly lost all those friends. (I only have like one from that time now.) Then they introduced me slowly to their friends. Wolfsky will call him was kinda cool. We became like the three siblings basically. When he was offline it was just me and kitten again. Now called jayne. Then jayne said she wanted to talk to me with tell me something. She talked for the first time to me. She. was actually he. The pictures they had sent to me of what they looked like? Well that was their cousin. Their cousin was really super cute low key crushing. so I was catfished.  And they could talk perfect. Shoulda been a red flag and to get the fuck out. But nope stupid Nebula was like "I forgive you." and then shortly after we started dating and yatta yatta. Well during our whole relationship. They were always one uping me. And only friend the people that would simp for her that is now them. (pronoun) Wolfsy found out everything that jayne told me. So he knew a lot. At some point I was talking to jayne about living together. They had a full blown melt down and their friends tried to break us up. Wolfsky kept us together. Red flag number two never let your friends be the reason you stay together. Well we did stay together. Still more issues. I got a job. When I was at work everyone would be in the vc of jayne and I's discord server. And I'd feel super left out. Come home and want to join everyone. Get in the vc and boom instantly. Jayne would start nagging me to go to our private server. And I was fine with at first but slowly got upset that they kept doing it. At this point wolfsky and I were pretty close. He didn't like that cause he also wanted to hang out with me. He rarely saw me. Another rift in our relationship. At some point I was sick of it and told them. I was realizing all these things. Things wolfsky was pointing out. Like if jayne was in this really bad accident where are the scars? I started thinking. I had video chatted with them all the time. Even if they had plastic surgery it wouldn't hide all of it. Cause I've seen what it looks like and they didn't look like it. And the throat not a mark at all. I was really sick of the lies and didn't feel love for them anymore. So I told them I wanted a break to think things over. During that time. A really old friend of mind came back. Sadist. My first vrchat friend. That I kind had a crush on. Time for dumb nebula time. Well I started flirting a lot with him and he did back. Well I broke up with jayne they had a melt down and burnt a lot of bridges. Told me a lot of they lied about a lot of stuff. The bullies not real. The town hating them not real. They're uncle not real. Nothing was real. I was done and out. But Wolfsky and Bub my vr brother. Stayed with me while I rebuilt myself. Now the sadist bit is for the next part. 
When will? I post it no clue.
Guess you'll have to stay tuned..