Existing...

Feeling kinda hopeless but it's kinda my own fault. Well to a point it is but not fully. Listen I'm not shrinking away from my faults as a person. I'm just tired of being the scapegoat for everything that goes wrong. I've been unhappy for a very long time. I've been getting meds to help my moods and they really do help. I guess I just want to feel something other then depressed.