Sigh (another vent sorry 😔)

Last night I told my friend I wanted a milkshake and they were like "ok let's go get one" and I thought they were just messing around so I was like "yeah let's go to sonic lol" and they were like "too far away how about downtown" and I was like "yeah ok" and I still thought they were joking cuz it was like 12 am and then they said "I asked my mom and she said sure we're getting ready" and I panicked cuz my mom's asleep and I'm not allowed to leave unless she knows so I'm like "no I thought u were joking and I can't leave I'm sorry :(" and they were like "then why don't u sneak out"

And I tried explaining to them that I can't cuz my mom will be pissed and I have anxiety and the convo went off topic a tiny bit and then they were like

"You're being a debbie downer, you said you wanted to sneak out a while back" and I don't remember ever saying that so I'm guessing it was at least a year ago

I tried explaining to them that it feels like they're peer pressuring me and now they're mad being all like "omg I wasn't peer pressuring you I'm just asking" like DUDE WHAT

Idk what to do since they're practically my only friend and we've been best friends for years now, I don't wanna make any more irl friends cuz I hate EVERYONE in my school and that's the only place I'm allowed to socialize (irl) so idfk