trying

i did a monologue in theater once. it’s about a young pastor talking to g-d. asking why he gets nothing in return for devout worship. but that can be the case with any relationship. you can spend so much time fighting for both of you, the other person can too, but it’s possible that nothing good will be created from it. make sure your feelings are known, talk to them. you give them a part of yourself, that you can never get back. whatever path either of you take, don’t blame yourself or them for it. there’s a falling action. it is rough. it’s never the end. to survive is to suffer, to live is to find reason in the suffering.