Sketchbook issues

Okay have any of yall had to deal with the misfortune of owning an Artist's Loft sketchbook? Because I have. 3 times. Now I may totally be at fault for this, but mine break so easily??? I keep them in my bedframe where I step up to get onto it (my bed is like 3ft in the air) and I've only ever stepped on it once. After that, I moved it so that I wouldn't step on it again. Months of use go by and now the spine is disconnected, front AND back cover has fallen of at least 4 times each, and every square inch of it is being helf up by duct tape. It's basically already in the grave, but I haven't even gotten through half of it!! Like I'm so grateful that I even have paper to draw on, but I'm just so sad that my current sketchbook is on lifesupport {I've pulled the plug a few times lmao.} But please tell me I'm not the only one. Thank you