Friendships and relationships

I feel so shitty omg. Theres this guy i like and i know hes straight so i know theres no chance of us getting together but i hate when he goes out with my ‘friends’ i get so jealous. Recently hes been hanging out with this ine friend who is literally incapable of getting into relationships. Or at least thats what she told me. But theyve gotten so close in such a short amount of time and i just wish that was me. I wish i could get closer to him but i dont wanna seem weird just asking him to hang out just out of nowhere. I want to explode both of them with my mind. I HATE LIKING PEOPLE escoecially when theyre rwally nice and respect tou for who you are. Its so fucking annoying. I wish he was an ass and ami wish my other friend was an ass but theyre both so nice. And i hate to say it but they would make such a nice couple, they would be so cute together and i actually hate it.