lesbian rant :0

i want a girl to hold me gently kiss me all over my face and hold me close to her. i want to give her a flustered look everytime i smile. i want to completely break down into a rosey cheek mess when she holds my hands. i want to be her goofy kissmate. i want to kiss her neck up to her cheek. i really want to be comfortable and vulnerable around her. i want her to know i love her and she is safe around me. i want her to dip me down and kiss me hard. i want to cup her cheeks with both of my hands and pull her close. i want to make her feel like a spoiled queen. i want her to love me in such a deep romantic way. i want her to help me get up in the morning with such a gentle kiss and hug. i want her to make me feel warm again. her breath against my earlobe should send shivers down my spine while i hold her left hand. i want both of us to be in a small apartment laughing at bad jokes while the sun sets. i want to make her feel so vivid and vibrant. i want her to know she's loved. i want her body to lay across mine like we're puzzle pieces. she should know her body is beautiful and we fit together perfectly. i want to make breakfast and have her surprise me with a hug in the kitchen. i want to love this imaginary girl so much.