hey update

well, if u hav read my last blog, i still havent talked to my mother properly lol, and i wont do it unless she apologizes. Besides that, im doing pretty fine compared to the previous week , so dats a improvement :) its gettin reeeealll cold around here and it tbh i dont really love it. i mean i like the cold but i cant wear my slutty clothes anymore, and wearing my high knee converses in baggy jeans iz OUT of the question !! id look like a yankee or a emo farmer of sorts :PP just not the kinda give i wanna hav. Id love it more if it waz autumn so i could wear wut i want without sweating or freezin in it lulz. school is sucking ass rn and going to it is startin to feel like a chore, but winter break is almost here and i will b able to chill down then :D  dats basically it 4 today, i havent had much happen in my life these last days and im sorry abt the sloooooow blog uploads . also sorry abt the lack of poetry but i havent had time to go thru these notebooks i have around sooooo it will take a lil :P arry abt dat. anyways time to go, c yall in the next post or in my dms if u wanna hmu <33