hungry for coconuts.

yesterday, my body was apparently lacking of water and food. my grandmom gave me coconut juice that morning. drank some by dinner too. today, im listening in to the music i've suggested for you to listen. to fend off the hunger your curious mind has.

early morning, i found myself smiling as i fixed up my bed right after a nice paragraph message from a dear person. the complications in life felt like it never existed for just this moment.

this is to let you know that im not just in despair.

that life may be filled with chasing after things you can't fathom reach, there are still those moments that never cease to exist. things you never thought you'd need.

my aunt has always feared me to see the outside world. lots of horrible things happens, so she said. but the beauty of the sky, the dancing leaves of nature.. the bustling cities and the busy people walking towards their destinations. something she'd always forget to indulge.

and tho the road is long, so as the journey you get from childhood to when you grow old and grey. everyone may say they'll run out of patience in plenty different things one day.

but there are things in life thrown to you that's not always bad.

venture around your world. whether physically, around the streets. emotionally, in your own thoughts. mentally, who you've been as a person. and spiritually, what's been going on around the life allotted for you.

you never would have gotten the complications in your life if your fate was impossible to achieve, potential life giver.

you are born,

same way as i've been.

i cry, same as you've been.

i smile, much like you can too.

our walls aren't bricks, they're coconuts trying to look strong and scary.

to stay away from things that hurts or the things you could hurt.

if i was in an anime you'd watch, i'd make sure to pat the camera 20 x 20 times.

pour innocent soul, broken up its purity in this world. you'll be okay. much like there are rainbows after a storm.. you'll shine one day. this, i promise.