why

i just want him to be obsessed with me only look at me anything me me me! i need to be the only one i ahte that i feel as tho im not i feel like,,, im not enough i hate myself so much for bot being enough if only i wouldn’t look like myself maybe then he would be obsessed with me,,, im mot enough im fucking worthless what do i do,,, i want to starve myself maybe then ill get the body i desire and maybe hell be obsessed with me,,, he probably want her more rhan he wants me,,, shes all out there and im not maybe i need to do that,,, but i dont have the body I HATE MYSELF WHY vant I HUST BE FUCKING ENOUGHWHY DID I HAVE TO BE BRON THIS. FYCKING UGLY I HATE EVERYTHING ABOUT MYSELF,,,