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i love him sm, i know he forgot who i am, but idc, hes just so nice and pretty, and he was the only one who loved me this way, idc if he havent talked in 2 years, i still love him , fuck what other people say of him, i still want to be with him, hes so funny,kind,smart,pretty,gentle,
so what if people say he stinked? idc, besides they were lying, he may be shit on the outside but on the inside hes just a boy who got his heart brocken way to many times in the past, and gudging someone of there physical apperence is just disgusting, but hes so nice...,yes id admit weve had some hate here and there but, he was there when i was at my worsts, but my parents took me iphone 12 away the same fucking phone i texted him on, and now its fucking lost so nowmi cant text him no more, but god damn, how id do anything to hug him and makeup and become a thing again and go on a date to a calm lonely park and have a picnic like i should have done with him from the beggining.
im sick of faking dating this girl yes we hav dated but it was so abusive and toxic but she has all of my socials so what can i do?. but finally we broke up, ive never been so happy in my life to be out of an relashinship.
i still wanna get back with him tho, if i ever saw him irl i would hug him like he was going to dissapear i would smell the scent of coffee on him like the old days and we would walk together again,
i miss him sm, i miss my first ever lover
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xiaos.
anyways im obesed with him