Well... I never thought I would be on old Myspace again but... Here I am. I really wish Mom was here to see it. She passed away last year in May 2020 and it was the hardest thing I have ever experienced. No more deep and meaningful talks, no more me waking up to metal mania blasting 80's rock and metal through the house on Saturday mornings and her singing along at the top of her lungs, no more cuddles, no more stories, no more random karaoke nights or movie nights, no more obsessive Walking Dead marathons, and no more of her comforting me when my suicidal tendancies and depression acted up. I was lost. My step dad was heart broken and always at her grave and crying with flowers for her.
Fast forward to 2021, my step dad starts dating again. He finds this awesome lady, good Christian woman, nice to everyone, never judged anyone at all. They have been dating for about two to three months and my step dad is so happy again.
Well... It was Tuesday or Wednesday last week, just after midnight, my step dad calls and is freaking out because his girlfriend is unconcious on the bathroom floor. We went down there and he had 911 on the phone, doing CPR on her.
The EMTs came and they worked on her for at least 30 minutes, it may have been just over an hour.
She didn't make it.
I am worried about my step dad. He was just purely broken. With Mom, we had an idea she was going to pass because her health got worse and worse after she had congestive heart failure and a blood clot in her lungs in 2011. Sge was never the same and had so many problems until she began having issues with her liver and over a few weeks, started getting worse and worse until her liver started with peoducing ammonia and it was too much, poisoning her body. She was eventually on life support and... You can pretty much guess what happened after that.
This with Wendy was completely random and she seemed healthy! They had gone fishing that day and ate a home cooked supper then watched a movie or two. She got up to go to the bathroom and just fell out.
I had my friends praying her her and those who believe differently sending positive vibes but nothing worked. I guess it was juat ger time to go and it affected me a bit badly. I still didn't know her that well but knew my step dad and mom had talked to her a few times when I was really little and she had a store she worked at not far from here. I knew she was always a good person even before my step dad found her again and got into a relationship with her but aeeing her like that... Just really got to me.
Nothing could ever replace Mom but she was a very good woman. I just hope her and Mom are hanging out somewhere in Heaven and decorating for Halloween.
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