mother nature.

some that doesn't know what a mother nature defines, would think it's some sort of deity. it's been twice i've heard someone's mistaken it for that. but in truth, it itself is the essence of life. where we stand, the purpose of our living. mother nature is the remnants of what we call "earth". mother nature, is plainly nature itself. the waters, the land, the trees and even the skies. 

the world is filled with numerous things and beings. it ceased to exist around us. and as much as we are thankful of it being a part of us, it is also ours that will eventually fade away, much like how people comes and go. and though it is sad, it is the way of our fates.

and that's why.

instead of curling up in bed about this fact, about this denied truth, one must see the beauty in the shortness of our time. to live life fully, experiencing the depths of this world.

someone important to me has recently asked me about this fact, "but isn't that depressing?"

and i wish i had the courage to convince them more. to tell them why it shouldn't be looked at as unfortunate. but it is smth they cannot understand, or if they do, they do not accept. atleast not right now.

sometimes, i do wonder why. how come no one understands how beautiful that truth of life could be? that everyone and everything will die in the end. how come, no one sees the beauty i see in it? how come no one loves to live life more fully for it. to offer for the people and the world, till time stops. everyone's afraid of it. everyone avoids the fact, or sees it as depression.

instead of looking forward to spending more time with people, loving them more, cherishing the memories better than you ever did before.

on the downside, it's probably why most important people in my life has called me to be sensitive. because i find everything too importantly cherished to the point even the criticisms has been engraved in my heart and mind.

but...

they are still memories, that makes you who you are today. something of a gift you were blessed by. something you should be thankful of experiencing. something that the fate has provided for you to remember. to fulfill life, it's however you want it to be. to be known before you die, or to reach grey and old... but happy.