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finally, i sit still, unknowingly. it's my first time in this site.. oddly enough, i feel quite safe. for once, i've got a place to express myself publicly, without shame. without worries or regrets. no one knows who i am or where i'm from. unless you've really started to dig deep into my own rabbit hole. if so, you've come to the right place. this is my inner core. where ill be starting my own diary. what i'm going through of which i don't have the courage to tell. at this point, you're beyond my follower, but a friend who cares enough to know who i am and what i'm going through in life. i should warn you not to ask me how i am. not to force me to say more. im not one to make others worry about me... thus, hiding away the depths of negativities within me. this site is the only thing left for me to express myself without force or guilt or regrets.
i have.. all the knowledge within my grasp. the lonely, the empty, the hungry, the confused. ive seen and heard most of what people has gone through. and as egotistic as i sound, i humble myself for being simple.. despite despising the life that i chose, and the person that i am.
i have, as reference to the anime gosick, the wellspring of wisdom. or, in reference to heaven's memo pad, "i've been looking out at the world through windows i've opened across the net. it's an extremely close-minded and twisted world."
and much like the people in the anime, i've not gotten outside, atleast not on my own. tho despite it, i've travelled across the world of people's emotions. beyond gaslights and gore.
this is who i am, and plenty more.
a depiction of what life has brought me to become.
if the whole world were to end and collapse around us, will you lay your hand for me as we share our burden till the end of time?
that has always been my only request.
to fend off boredom,
to continue my journey as advocate for the dead.
in this site, i will share you everything. from start to end.
so, faithful traveller, will you willingly sacrifice your blood, sweat and tears.. no, your tounge, your hair, your arms, your legs and everything you have.. to see forth the truth..
for the unsang heroes..
to know is to kill a part of your life.
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