i'm 22

i'm not sure if i'm a person who cries on their birthday. it feels like i am.

i haven't cried yet though. i think it's because i got sick. i don't have a fever or anything, but my body hurts. i feel kind of numb right now.

i made a promise to myself that i would delete twitter on my birthday. and i did! it feels good. i did kind of become addicted to it. and it made me sad. i just want to move on with my life.

i love the internet but i hate it. it's where i grew up in a way. it has become a place and i can escape to. when life becomes too much.

i've been on twitter since i was 13, so for 9 years i've been there, on and off.

but i want to start the next chapter of my life. i am 22. i applied for uni. i might be moving to stockholm. i want to read more books. watch more films. consume that type of media. i was never a book person before. but i have slowly become one.

i'm excited to see how my interests will change over the years. whoever i'll meet. if i'll ever fall in love. and if someone ever will fall in love with me.

i'm sure i will update when something nice happens in my life. it is currently just very stressful, and it feels like the only emotion i feel is exhaustion, nothing else.

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