last day of school

i have been having a lot trouble with this one girl who ive been friends with since elementary school. shes been blowing me off and ignoring me which has me pissed off but ive been trying ot give her the benefit of the doubt since shes having a touch time in life lately. thought it was like just her not being clearheaded, yknow? well turns out shes not doing this to anyone else, and shes taken me off private stories i used to be on and shit. and she acts like everything's fine, but i feel so betrayed by her now. im not gonna like block her or drop her cause shes having a shitty time in life but the second her situation clears up, if this doesnt change i cant deal with her in my life anymore. for now, im just gonna be distant.

on good note, i have a few new friends, who i was really worried about being accepted into their friend group since i originally only knew one of them. but they've really been friendly and shown me a lot of love and acceptance with the little time ive known them. we hung out afterschool and i really felt like they were real friends, not ones i would have to constantly fret over like the girl i talked about earlier.

on a last note, this guy who i guess i will call my guy best friend hugged me and really showed me he wanted to stay friends and i wasnt just a random girl. really made me happy to have that kind of validation from him since our friendship has been rocky for a long time.

im so happy school is over, but im gonna miss my friends!!!