Music Career 2

Now that the album Memories Of The Fallen is done and out.  It seems to me like I have lost my passion and really just want to take everything and start over.  Due to previous events I don't feel like I can trust anyone anymore, being betrayed by someone you called friend differently changes your perspective and in my opinion dont get a second chance but i respect the voting, I really thought this album would take off, when the bands EP was finised in just 2 days I know we practiced and sticked to how the songs were fully played out. The turnout was amazing and definitely opened some doors i miss that feeling. From what I've been told by everyone that I've talked to the other bandmates didn't take it seriously because their money wasn't involved it was just mine which is true to a point. Since the album is completely terrible nobody wants to fix it besides me. Cause apparently it's my problem and I have to make it right.  I'm just tired of the band being stretched to other directions instead of being on the same page and going the same direction.  At one point I really wanted to quit and it's not like I didn't have legit reasons I still do.  I do sometimes miss previous members of the band I know they would have had the same attitude of you only get one chance to make a amazing album and they would work together with me included to fix it completely. 

Memories Never Die is a big part of my life since my first band The Awakend Curse  and I commit to it cause I know it's worth it in the end. I had my taste of success with The Awakend Curse. I know Memories Never Die can get there to if everyone would stay on the same page and not stray and humble themselves and come together as a team the process would go a little smoother. Just feels like everyone is in it for the ride and  just wants to reap the benefits of what I contribute instead of contributing together. I rather take this journey with people who have the same attitude, same goal, and same page that will put in the work together. Cause together we can succeed. But if we just keep going against each other I don't see the band lasting and after that. I'll take a year off then I'll start searching again. Cause I know I want to do this.