How Does One Say

how does one say

I just want to die

when all I want is to cry

how does one say

the voice in their head

calls for their blood

and for enmpty medicine to fill their bed

how do you say;

"hi there I want to die"

when all they would answer with is

"why?"

inssecant mumbling

worried fumbling

when your head shuts down

and your face presents a frown

when your choking on your thoughts

and the pill sheets come in naughts

how do you say it?

I'm dying

I'm crying

I'm flying

in a world all on my own

I'm no longer in your room

so I can't say it

I won't tell you how I like the bitter candy

I won't say how much silver fills my bin

not while she's there

and not while I'm not

all that comes to my head

I just want to run

I want to leave life on read

and find my fun

in places no longer filled

full to the brim with bitter candies

wrapped in that hated silver

oh for that place I would have killed

and then no more is needed

for my lines are at their end

and there is no prize here

and I have no more sugar to lend.

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